Misunderstanding.

No matter how busy i am now, at last I decided to come out with this post just to express my feelings. I kept everything inside my heart and at last I cant stand with this stupid feeling. It was really a very hard time for me in the past few weeks, especiall last week. I was given with the title of Online banking and treasury for MIS assignment. But too bad, i didnt even know how to start with this title because i was very blur with these 2 titles. No input and output for me and it really made me pek cek and almost drove me mad. I was sitting alone in the living room and was looking forlornly on my screen. I felt that my world is grey, no one can help me. I even came out with such a stupid thought, i wanted to end my life. I dont want to suffer in this kind of boring life which is full of assignments and tests. Its totally meaningless. It seems to be no joy and no fun.I did shed my tears too. I know its stupid and dumb to have this kind of thinking. yeah, i should back to the normal SPThen as i used to be a super optimistic person in past. But finally, with the assistance form aivee and choon yean, i finally have some ideas to start with my assignment, in the midnight.

I admit, my english is not that good if to compare with others. That is why i always feel myself inferior, or to be more exact, i am self abased. Sometimes I never speak doesnt mean I dont know. Seriously, choon yean and I felt very sad over something that happened today. We felt so bad and hurt being dumped by people. We know we are not that good in our academic but we at least tried our best to do everything we can. We can do it.

Seriously im not in a good mood today. And one more thing, NO MCD, KFC, PIZZAHUTS for me in this month! Im totally broke...BROKE, BROKE.

and for guoxing, sorry, sorry for treating you like this way,sorry sorry, i apologize.